today went to the curve for 2 movies. 1st movie was at 1pm - Golden Compass. I think it was a very good movie. the showed quite a number of places in oxford in the beginning of the movie. most of the places that i have been to in oxford and im praying that i could get into oxford university 2 years later. the demons which are also humans' souls are so cute. and the best was the ice bear. the fighting was good. in a whole it was very well done. 9/10 is what i would rate it.
I AM LEGEND was at 5pm. and it was a very good movie too. it made sense in its own way. scary scenes were really frightening. i would advise that ppl with heart attack problem do not watch it. its a super exciting movie. some scenes were depressing too. sigh... those were very sad. anyway im looking forward to alvin & chipmunks and alien vs predator 2.
Thursday, 27 December 2007
Wednesday, 26 December 2007
National Treasure 2 and Warlords
last thursday went to watch national treasure 2 with simon and kok keong and went to watch warlords with my parents today. simon and kok keong said national tressure 2 was good but i think it was below par. everything just happened to easily and success was guarenteed so it was like no point watching. i think it could be better.
Warlords i think was rather boring besides having the chance to see takeshi, jet li and andy lau acting together. the story was too slow and some scenes were too violent. my mom said the photography was good but the way they presented the story was poor. my dad liked it thou. so i think different people must have different opinions bout the movie. so u have to watch it yourself to give it a mark!
Warlords i think was rather boring besides having the chance to see takeshi, jet li and andy lau acting together. the story was too slow and some scenes were too violent. my mom said the photography was good but the way they presented the story was poor. my dad liked it thou. so i think different people must have different opinions bout the movie. so u have to watch it yourself to give it a mark!
Tuesday, 25 December 2007
Merry Christmas to Everyone!!!
today is christmas day but had no plans with my family so went to yk's christmas party. actually i had planned to go with sher min the other night and i expected her to be at my house about 11am. all thanks to her intelligence she put her phone on silence and only woke up at 11:30am. Tried to call her a few times then called her bro and almost called her mom. was worried k if anything happened to her cause the housephone also nobody picked up. she asked her mom by 12pm but she din allow her to go. by the time until 1pm when i was about to leave her mom allowed her to go. so i waited till 2pm and she said the mom wasnt ready yet so i left alone to yk's house. sher min reached yk's house about 3:30pm coz they got lost. sigh. but eventually she got to the house.
we gambled most of the time in yk's house. but for sher min i can say that she spent 50% of her time there eating. i won about rm20 and she won rm10. after gambling we went to play nintendo Wii. it was rather fun. but so unfair whatever she does, she does better than me in the 1st time. she beat me in boxing and bowling. T.T later on took pics of her in the toilet. coz yk's toilet rite i think the windows broke. so there're actually 2 hole that you could peek in. so i took pics of her from the hole. hehe...
anyway we had lots of chicken dishes for dinner. shortly after dinner we had to leave because sher min's dad came to fetch her but wasnt familiar bout the area. so i had to ask my mom to pick us up and go to wherever the dad was. and i finally saw her dad. white hair!! wise man. lol.
after seeing sher min going up the car then we went to bangsar village to have our christmas dinner at Reunion. and we ended the night by playing big 2 with my mom and sister. lol. and i won rm5. haha.
we gambled most of the time in yk's house. but for sher min i can say that she spent 50% of her time there eating. i won about rm20 and she won rm10. after gambling we went to play nintendo Wii. it was rather fun. but so unfair whatever she does, she does better than me in the 1st time. she beat me in boxing and bowling. T.T later on took pics of her in the toilet. coz yk's toilet rite i think the windows broke. so there're actually 2 hole that you could peek in. so i took pics of her from the hole. hehe...
anyway we had lots of chicken dishes for dinner. shortly after dinner we had to leave because sher min's dad came to fetch her but wasnt familiar bout the area. so i had to ask my mom to pick us up and go to wherever the dad was. and i finally saw her dad. white hair!! wise man. lol.
after seeing sher min going up the car then we went to bangsar village to have our christmas dinner at Reunion. and we ended the night by playing big 2 with my mom and sister. lol. and i won rm5. haha.
Saturday, 22 December 2007
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage.
today we went for dinner with my aunt. i think she's in her 60s. for the time time in all these years, i looked at her in her eyes and noticed that she's already looking old. then i wandered, i must have been taking things for granted. i asked myself when was the last time i actually looked at someone with a clear mind. i think it was ages ago. i have been letting all these things passing by and didnt even bother to take note of them. then i looked at her husband, he was a wise general, and he looked old too.
To my astonishment, i found out that they were together since secondary school. they stood so strong for each other and went through everything together until now. and im sure it will be the same in the future. what are we talking about here? a relationship that lasts for at least 50 years? i cant even go through with my gf for even more than 5months. i was really tempted to ask what's the secret but i think they do not have the answer too. maybe its just the love they have for each other. i really envy them. really really. i hope i could be like them.
To my astonishment, i found out that they were together since secondary school. they stood so strong for each other and went through everything together until now. and im sure it will be the same in the future. what are we talking about here? a relationship that lasts for at least 50 years? i cant even go through with my gf for even more than 5months. i was really tempted to ask what's the secret but i think they do not have the answer too. maybe its just the love they have for each other. i really envy them. really really. i hope i could be like them.
Friday, 21 December 2007
Cempaka Prom Night 07 -Sweet Escape
This year's cempaka prom night is held at Prince Hotel. Its only an average hotel. Went to prom with Nirosha as prom partner. Met almost all the old friends and it seems that they are doing quite well. i mean the form5s. most of them have found which college to study in which is good.
Actually, to be honest, i was quite disappointed bout the prom. It wasnt fun at all. the food was awful, the performances were in the third division and the nomination for prom king, queen, best dressed female and especially the cutest couple were all so bias.
I had nervous moments during the prom - confronting may ling and ai nee. haha. both being my ex-es and were dancing together in the prom. Felt so heart broken coz they didnt bother to say hi to me. lol.
but in the end got ai nee to take pics with me. may ling left before i had a chance to talk to her. ohya and pn.wan and mr.oo went to the prom too. havent seen pn.wan for like 3 years and i think she got fatter. haha. and mr.oo told me that he'll be going to uk to further his studies next september so we exchanged numbers.
Final wishes : to those who already have bf/gf, pls appreciate them. for those who havent found one yet hope ya will get one soon. ^_^
Wednesday, 19 December 2007
Aftermath of the break up
its been 43hours since i last slept and i think im still counting. whenever night comes, i feel all the sorrowness flowing through my body. i duno why. i think coz its night time and its peaceful enough to think bout things calmly. i always felt like calling her but those were times that she was asleep. i really hope to talk to her and to see her. i couldnt really call her in the day coz she would be busy or coz the blood circulation rushes which cause us not to think calmly.
this is the longest time i went without a sleep. its awful. a billion of unsaid words going back and forth in my brain. its a miserable feeling. i hope that we could resolve our problems ourselves rather than just running away from it. i hope you could give me some time to accept the break up. i can be certain that if i go back to UK in this form, i would nvr ever be able to succeed.
this is the longest time i went without a sleep. its awful. a billion of unsaid words going back and forth in my brain. its a miserable feeling. i hope that we could resolve our problems ourselves rather than just running away from it. i hope you could give me some time to accept the break up. i can be certain that if i go back to UK in this form, i would nvr ever be able to succeed.
Part of former year 11 gathering
Couldnt sleep for the whole of last night. was too sad coz of the break up. anyway i still went to cempaka school to play football and pass sher min the things that she wanted. and after that went to pavillion.
when we reached pavillion it was about 1pm. so i think it was the hunger that affect our shopping mood. we were in pavillion for about 15mins only and then went through lot 10 to sg.wang and to low yat plaza to have lunch at 3JC. Had curry noodles and it was awesome. it was only daniel and i but simon and kok keong joined in later on. after food we shopped for computer eqs and i bought a headphone and a thumbdrive. Simon called ai nee at that time and found out that she was in lot 10. he was so keen to see her but kok keong was slowing down everything and looked at more computer stuff. by the time we reached lot 10, ai nee has gone back home. i felt a bit sad coz i failed to see her.
we went shopping at isetan grocer and bought a total value of rm110 of ingredients to cook at home. after we reached home, we had problem to cook because the gas has gone flat but we didnt realise we had a spare gas tank until about 7pm. so started cooking and had dinner at 8pm+. at about 10pm, kok keong, simon, daniel and mingzid went to swim until 12pm and i was talking on the phone to sher min bout her family stuff, prom stuff and ai nee's stuff. after that we ended the night by playing big2 and eating mcdonalds (delivery).
when we reached pavillion it was about 1pm. so i think it was the hunger that affect our shopping mood. we were in pavillion for about 15mins only and then went through lot 10 to sg.wang and to low yat plaza to have lunch at 3JC. Had curry noodles and it was awesome. it was only daniel and i but simon and kok keong joined in later on. after food we shopped for computer eqs and i bought a headphone and a thumbdrive. Simon called ai nee at that time and found out that she was in lot 10. he was so keen to see her but kok keong was slowing down everything and looked at more computer stuff. by the time we reached lot 10, ai nee has gone back home. i felt a bit sad coz i failed to see her.
we went shopping at isetan grocer and bought a total value of rm110 of ingredients to cook at home. after we reached home, we had problem to cook because the gas has gone flat but we didnt realise we had a spare gas tank until about 7pm. so started cooking and had dinner at 8pm+. at about 10pm, kok keong, simon, daniel and mingzid went to swim until 12pm and i was talking on the phone to sher min bout her family stuff, prom stuff and ai nee's stuff. after that we ended the night by playing big2 and eating mcdonalds (delivery).
Tuesday, 18 December 2007
17th. The day we started was the day we ended.
17th july - 17th dec
if happy memories are meant to be sad? why do we want to have such memories? if sad memories are supposed to be happy? why are we looking for happy memories? i feel sad because all the happy moments are gone and will only become memories. if i feel happy, its because that the sad moments are gone and who cares how bad they were now. does this conclude that if the happier we are in relationships, the worse it feels when we break up? so does it mean that we have to keep happiness and sadness balance in a relationship? im confused. the deduction doesnt sound right.
i was crying till 3am and i went to bed. stupid brain wanted to wake up so only slept for 2hours till 5am. and now 7am still cant get to sleep. why is breaking up so painful?
is it because the relationship is now dead? or is it that you have no other feelings than sad?
i dunno. i only know that i have lots of things to say to you. lots of things i wanna do with you. and lots of things i wanna share with you. TOGETHER!
im too sad to express myself here. so i will just stop here. if u happen to be reading this post, i dun have much to say here, but if u have really decided to leave me, i wish you good luck, and all the best in your life. im always there for u.
5 months... 3600 hours... 100 phone calls 3 meetings... 0 quarrels
i have no words to say. the sorrowness is forcing its way out of my heart. flowing through my body. a million words are floating in my mind but i cant even type one out. its an indescribable feeling which can only be felt by the person experiencing it.if happy memories are meant to be sad? why do we want to have such memories? if sad memories are supposed to be happy? why are we looking for happy memories? i feel sad because all the happy moments are gone and will only become memories. if i feel happy, its because that the sad moments are gone and who cares how bad they were now. does this conclude that if the happier we are in relationships, the worse it feels when we break up? so does it mean that we have to keep happiness and sadness balance in a relationship? im confused. the deduction doesnt sound right.
i was crying till 3am and i went to bed. stupid brain wanted to wake up so only slept for 2hours till 5am. and now 7am still cant get to sleep. why is breaking up so painful?
is it because the relationship is now dead? or is it that you have no other feelings than sad?
i dunno. i only know that i have lots of things to say to you. lots of things i wanna do with you. and lots of things i wanna share with you. TOGETHER!
im too sad to express myself here. so i will just stop here. if u happen to be reading this post, i dun have much to say here, but if u have really decided to leave me, i wish you good luck, and all the best in your life. im always there for u.
The most meaningful ride
Huhu... woke up at 9am today. guess what!! guess why!! haha... nobody can guess correctly i suppose. today gotta take ai nee and alice see colleges. yeah finally met ai nee. its like the main purpose why i came back for. omg i missed her like no tomorrow!
anyway left house at like 10:20am to cempaka because we agreed to meet there. reached there at about 10:40am and alice was already there waiting although we said we would meet at 11am. so since we had 20mins, i went into the office to get my igcse certificate. phew im so happy they didnt change any of my grades. ^_^ but actually quite disappointed too coz only 5 people got ICE (international certified education) distinction award which is a high school diploma distinction honours. and seb has been talking bout it so i thought it should be a great award which comes with a medal or some sort of things. but it was only a normal cert with name of the person and name of the award. so disappointed!
igcse cert
cie award
ai nee came early today at about 10:50am. was quite surprise coz she was late the last time and she told me that she normally couldnt wake up before 11am if its not a school day. so congrats to her! yeah my mom in macau so the driver is all mine. haha so i could take them to anywhere i like! first destination was taylors college. so travelled down from quepacs to subang. the college didnt look too bad i would say. nowonder two cousins who topped malaysia in education at their times and my sister went there to study. And thanks to the marketing executive's precise explanation now i know more bout the ADTP (american degree transfer program).
after visiting taylors college we went straight to midvalley for lunch. we couldnt decide what to eat for lunch and walked back and forth back and forth thinking of what to eat. in the end we went for korean food. after food i went to have my haircut which was lousy and cost me rm35. and now i look uglier than before having the haircut. look so stupid now.
after that we went to help university college to check out their ADTP. ai nee and alice wanted to know more bout ADTP medicine course there but they didnt have such a thing. so we went in about 15mins then came back out. so very obvious i think they are gonna do ADTP at taylors college. after help university college sent them back to alice house. and that was the end of my day so came back home to take a gooooooodddd rest. i felt so good cause i have not helped ppl like that for a long time ady. helping ppl feels so good.
anyway left house at like 10:20am to cempaka because we agreed to meet there. reached there at about 10:40am and alice was already there waiting although we said we would meet at 11am. so since we had 20mins, i went into the office to get my igcse certificate. phew im so happy they didnt change any of my grades. ^_^ but actually quite disappointed too coz only 5 people got ICE (international certified education) distinction award which is a high school diploma distinction honours. and seb has been talking bout it so i thought it should be a great award which comes with a medal or some sort of things. but it was only a normal cert with name of the person and name of the award. so disappointed!
igcse cert
cie award
ai nee came early today at about 10:50am. was quite surprise coz she was late the last time and she told me that she normally couldnt wake up before 11am if its not a school day. so congrats to her! yeah my mom in macau so the driver is all mine. haha so i could take them to anywhere i like! first destination was taylors college. so travelled down from quepacs to subang. the college didnt look too bad i would say. nowonder two cousins who topped malaysia in education at their times and my sister went there to study. And thanks to the marketing executive's precise explanation now i know more bout the ADTP (american degree transfer program).
after visiting taylors college we went straight to midvalley for lunch. we couldnt decide what to eat for lunch and walked back and forth back and forth thinking of what to eat. in the end we went for korean food. after food i went to have my haircut which was lousy and cost me rm35. and now i look uglier than before having the haircut. look so stupid now.
after that we went to help university college to check out their ADTP. ai nee and alice wanted to know more bout ADTP medicine course there but they didnt have such a thing. so we went in about 15mins then came back out. so very obvious i think they are gonna do ADTP at taylors college. after help university college sent them back to alice house. and that was the end of my day so came back home to take a gooooooodddd rest. i felt so good cause i have not helped ppl like that for a long time ady. helping ppl feels so good.
Wednesday, 12 December 2007
Reaching There!!
Its 12th of dec. the day to fly back to malaysia. ahhhhh cant wait till i get back to malaysia. so many friends to meet! so much food to eat! so many places to shop!! and finally can play football for the 1st time in 3months. wah~ cant wait ler.
ohya, my mom planned a great holiday! i will land on malaysia on 13th dec and she's leaving malaysia to bangkok and macau on 17th dec. very smart! i come back they go holiday! bravo!
bus to london heathrow airport from cambridge takes about 3hours and flight waiting period takes about 4hours. and the flight to malaysia is about 12hours. so in total would be spending 19hours on waiting and travelling. omg thats so tough. its like my one day is gone due to that. hope this trip back to malaysia will be fun so that its worth wasting that 19hours!
wish myself a safe flight! go go go malaysia airlines!!
ohya, my mom planned a great holiday! i will land on malaysia on 13th dec and she's leaving malaysia to bangkok and macau on 17th dec. very smart! i come back they go holiday! bravo!
bus to london heathrow airport from cambridge takes about 3hours and flight waiting period takes about 4hours. and the flight to malaysia is about 12hours. so in total would be spending 19hours on waiting and travelling. omg thats so tough. its like my one day is gone due to that. hope this trip back to malaysia will be fun so that its worth wasting that 19hours!
wish myself a safe flight! go go go malaysia airlines!!
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