Happy birthday to Ai Nee...

its 15th march today which is Ai nee's birthday. so sad couldnt celebrate her 18th birthday with her cause im still in uk.

wish you the happiest birthday you have ever had. im not there for u so i have decided to get you a nice present which will be with you soon!

once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Malaysia...

march has just begun. it felt so long since i landed in uk only 2 months ago. the very next time that i would step on malaysia would be in july. by the time some of year 11s this year would be gone to pursue their studies in australia.

i miss malaysian food, all the shopping malls and my friends. im definitely gonna eat so much until im all rounded when i return to malaysia. gonna shop in every shopping centres and contact all the friends i know and visit those who are really really important to me.

SECOND TRY

TODAY WHEN I WOKE UP,
I FELT THE KISS THE ON MY CHEEK,
I KNEW THAT YOU CAME TO ME.
I KNEW THAT YOU STILL LOVE ME,
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL THE WHILE?
I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR YOUR MARK,
EVERY CORNER IN THE WORLD,
JUST TO GET YOU BACK HOME.
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?

PLEASE COME HOME TO ME MY HONEY!
IM LOST IN A WORLD WITHOUT YOU.
PLEASE COME HOME WITH ME MY HONEY!
WE WOULD MAKE IT TOGETHER!
SO PLEASE COME HOME WITH ME MY HONEY!

THE MOMENTS OF SORROW FELT SO LONG,
I NEED YOU BACK TO ME,
WITHOUT YOU I COULD NEVER DO IT,
WITHOUT YOUR LOVE I COULD NEVER LIVE.
CAN YOU HEAR ME?
COME BACK TO ME MY BABY!

I MISS YOU

TONIGHT I COULDNT SLEEP AGAIN,
I THINK I MUST BE THINKING OF YOU.
SINCE YOU CAME TO MY LIFE,
I HAD NO OTHER WISHES THAN TO LOVE YOU FOREVER,
AND TO BE TOGETHER WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

THINGS ARE NOT ALWAYS THAT EASY,
THE WORLD IS MORE COMPLICATED THAN WE KNEW...
AND OFTENLY MORE UNPREDICTABLE THAN WE THOUGHT...
WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT,
YOU HAVE CHOSEN TO GO FOR THE BETTER.

I STILL REMEMBER,
THE HAPPY MOMENTS THAT WE WENT THROUGH,
THE SWEET FACE OF YOURS,
THE KISSES ON MY LIPS,
AND THE ALL THE LOVE THAT WE HAD FOR EACH OTHER.

I STARTED ASKING MYSELF :
WHATS THE POINT OF REMEMBERING THE PAST WHEN IT DOESNT EXIST ANYMORE?ONLY ONE ANSWER CAME TO MY MIND,
I STILL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.

FOR ALL THE REASONS WHY WE GOT TOGETHER,
FOR ALL THE HAPPY MOMENTS THAT WE SPENT TOGETHER,
AND FOR ALL THE LOVE THAT WE HAD FOR EACH OTHER,
IS THERE NO OTHER CHOICE THAN TO LEAVE ME?

FOR NOW,
I COULD ONLY LOOK UP AT THE SKY,
WANDER AT THE STARS ALONE,
THINKING OF YOU,
AND HOPING THAT YOU WOULD RETURN TO ME AGAIN.

On My Own...

i did not sleep well at all last night. woke up at 7am and prepared for my trip back to england. after final checks then went to the airport alone. i wasnt very lost but was just unsure bout what to do because KLIA was so much bigger than London Heathrow Airport. checked in at 9am for my 12pm flight. it was quite funny in the airport. i was hoping that the 3 hours were actually shorter but when i knew i had not enough time to give everyone wishes, i hoped it was actually longer. sigh.

this trip would be the longest trip ever away from home and i hoped that i would not miss my friends too much so that i could stay strong on my own in England. the next time i would be seeing them would be in july. T.T

i was given seat 42B in the plane but there was this malaysian couple who were studying in UCL did not get to sit together so i did them a favour by swapping seats with them. Being a single is not the best ever thing to happen in the world especially when the people you see are deeply in love with their partners. sigh.

i didnt do anything much in the plane. watched rush hour 3 for the third time, gameplan which i thought was very well done and the nannies' diaries which i thought was total crap. the flight was a 13hours flight so i spent most of the time planning what to do when i get back to england rather than sleeping. I hope i could meet more good friends this year! and i'll have to work hard to get 6As in my AS level.

Busy Night

tonight was a sleepless night. it was also the my last night in malaysia till july. we went shopping in klcc in the day until 10pm. so when i reached home i had to do last minute packing. Before that i called sher min and chatted about her day. she had this audition during the day and i think it turned out to be good. so hope that her band could get a contract and release big hits albums. haha.

started packing at about 11:30pm. finished packing at about 2am. after that i felt abit lonely and went on to call ai nee eventhough it was late. she was already half asleep so we smsed instead. i think i let her sleep at about 4am. so sorry to her. i didnt go to sleep after that, in fact, i was busy smsing my friends and wished them all the best till about 5:30am then i went to sleep.
woke up 30mins later to read tania's reply and slept again till 7:30am.

Legend Wannabe

today i went back to cempaka school to see my friends and to play football. I reached there at 1:10pm and it was their lunch time. so met most of my friends there. it was only 5months since i last saw them but most of them changed alot. was greeted by most of them but i prefered hugs. especially like those from cindy and lini. love their hugs. ohya diana gave me a hug too. ^_^
when they went back to their classes i went around the school to look for all my former teachers but was disappointed to find out that most of them had left. so i went to have a chat with ms.michelle. she's still alright and i was asked to give some motivations to the year 11 this year and offer them advises and help so that they do well in their IGCSE. its good to hear that janice and zechariah are doing extremely well. the people i need to speak to are cindy, penny and adam.

at about 3:30pm everyone gathered and was preparing to play football but i took my sweet time seeing and talking to my friends. asked ru sheng to play football but he didnt bring his eqs and he had to go back early. then after that saw cindy and lini again. and this time i managed to get subash to take a picture for us. after that got hugs from them again before i went for football.
i was playing like a donkey today. just simply too weak to be ka chuan. couldnt even get a shot on target. sigh. after everyone left aidan, vikram, yeung fwu, jonathan, vinsen, brian and i practised free kicks. free kicks with my right foot were still average but right foot remained strong. curled most of my left foot free kicks into the top left corner of the goal. looked as if i was left leg david beckham. actually they were quite perfectly taken. im still admiring them in my mind. lol.

i was given the title legend by some of my friends. haha. and i really hope that i am one. lol. *shameless*.

First Day of 2008 !!!

today went to times square with kok keong, simon, syed, wan ling and ee zeen. we reached there as early as 10am and went to Mcdonald's for breakfast. We all had simple breakfast but we were sitting there chatting till 12pm. then kok keong went to meet his friend and syed went back home. so it was only simon, ee zeen and i. went to the times bookstore for a while then we went to starbucks for some coffee. and again we sat there chatting bout everything till 3:30pm. after that we shopped abit then went to japanese restaurant for lunch at 4pm. while eating we continued our nvr-finished-conversations till 5:15pm. after we went back to shop. at around 5:30 everyone had to leave so we headed our own ways back. i followed wan ling to KL Central and she went to KLCC to meet her parents and i went back home by taxi.

I ate maggi noodles for dinner because my parents went to Seremban for dinner and my sister was in Midvalley. When they came back we watched Ratatouille. And that was the last thing that ended my 1st day of 2008.

08 Countdown !!!

today was the last day of 2007. i woke up at about 12pm and went for lunch at Jaya 33. Lunch was good and when we reached home it was about 3pm. And about 4pm only i told my mom i had plans with my friends so i went out by LRT rather than the driver taking me to where i wanted to go. Before reaching LRT station syed called me and i said i was going to sg.wang for countdown so he suggested that i go to setiawangsa to meet him then go to pavillion. i did that but then no taxis wanted to take us to pavillion so we were forced to take LRT to KLCC then take taxi to Pavillion. That stupid taxi driver said it was very jam and charged us rm12 but the ride was only 2minutes.

At pavillion we met xin yin and wei kit. woohoo what a sweet couple. then after that we met up with kok keong, simon, yang ming and friends then after that wan ling and ee zeen. we were so stupid walking round and round just to decide where to have dinner. i think it took us about 30minutes till we decided to eat in a thai restaurant. the food was so so only but the price was so expensive. uk price!! wan ling's friend quin lane joined us for dinner but she only had a drink. and i think syed is interestedin her. haha...

after food we went searching for tania as she was abit late and the place was crowded already. we waited 1 hour for tania and yang ming to purchase the sprays. at last we got the sprays but we didnt get tania. so we started the spray wall till it was beginning to rain then we went to wan ling's rented apartment. came back out at about 11:45pm and still had 5minutes spare for countdown. everything at bintang walk was so stupid. they only played chinese songs and even the countdown was in cantonese. wth. this is not chinese new year. its a new year for everyone. swt.

fireworks were shot directly above us and i was abit scared that the bits of the fireworks would fall on me. but thank god it didnt happen. after the celebration we went back to wan ling's apartment and we met tania just outside times square. so we all had fun playing big 2 + eating maggi cups till 2am in the morning.

Anyway HAPPY 2008 to everyone!!!

Counting down - 10 days left !!!

today went to sunway pyramid with my sister. i went there to meet sher min and my sister went there to have lunch with her boyfriend. we reached there about 11:30am. after walking alone for about 30mins, benjamin from cempaka international suddenly bumped into me. lol. he was with ex cempakan leon and he kept complaining that there was nothing much to do in sunway pyramid so i suggested to go to the arcade. we spent quite some time there playing stupid video games then went to ice skating there for a nice view to look at the girls. lol. haha we looked quite stupid there.

until 2:30pm then sher min arrived. we went straight to dragon-i for lunch. benjamin and leon left us. sher min was complaining that i ordered too much and nobody was going to finish the food but i didnt care and ordered as i liked. haha. she's eating too little and must get enough nutrients to grow. i think she should grow in other places rather than to grow in height. she's tall enough d or not i wont be able to go out with her if she wears heels.

today was one of the few times that she was lazy to shop due to girl's problem so she only bought 1 dress. at about 4pm we went home. we had nothing much to do at home. we played big 2, played chess and played with my webcam. my god i couldnt believe that she beat me in chess due to my very very careless mistake. sigh... she got lucky... thats why.

at about 7:30pm we went to jaya 33 in PJ for dinner but it was fully booked due to wedding dinner. So we had to try our luck in bangsar village 2's Reunion. unfortunately it was full too so we went to chatterzbox. after ordering food we went to zara. i was so astonished that she took less than 10mins to choose a top, tried it and bought it. i think it all took 8-9mins. so my lesson was girls could do things really very fast if they wanted to.

sher min's friend farah was very punctual as she arrieved at 10pm which was what she told sher min. after sher min left i continued playing mahjong with my parents. won a total of rm35. huhu.

this is sher min cleaning my shoe...

this is us.