Turning 18 !!

today, as planned, i went to london with my friends to hang around and meet wan-ling and daniel. i reached london at about 10:30am and went to niketown with daniel. there's this nikeid thingy which allows you to design your own football boots such as the colour you want and you and also put your name and number on it. damn cool and i was so tempted to make one for myself. sigh. no budget...

later on we walked around oxford street and china town until daniel kept asking for food and stopped at a chinese restaurant for our 1st lunch. i had roast pork rice which cost £5.50. the service was terrible.

at around 2:30pm that slowpoke wan-ling finally arrived with two friends - amanda and kompol (thai). so then we had our 2nd lunch in this jap restaurant which was better than the chinese restaurant. we all had almost the same food but with different ingredients.

so after our 2nd lunch we went to shop again until night. i didnt plan to stay overnight but i was too tired to go to london again the next day so i stayed with wan-ling and her friends. we played cards till around 2am and we went to bed.

that was how i celebrated my 18th birthday. it was fun hanging around with friends and spending time together. oh and in return wan-ling will have me celebrating her birthday on 14th june in london.

to all those who have wished me happy birthday i thank you. hope all of you have a brilliant year ahead.

^_^

Easter Holiday...

Easter holiday started today after our final lesson today.

we went to nando's straight after lesson and sat there till 8:30pm playing some chinese game and eating. after that watched 10000bc which i would rate as less than half a star. my goodness it was terrible. i would recommend everyone not to watch it. waste of money £7.30. equivalent to rm50 for a movie. sigh.

Success or Failure?

I swear if i fail to get into oxford for PPE course i will live my life as a failure in acadamic arena.

so the only possible thing to happen is that i get admitted into oxford for PPE because im ka chuan and there's nothing that i cant possibly do. if not im really a failure!!

Good or Bad?

I have been dreaming alot lately. some related to issues happening at the moment and some are so weird that i couldn't understand. and i duno why!

next week is easter holiday. think i will be meeting wan ling and daniel in london.

Happy birthday to Ai Nee...

its 15th march today which is Ai nee's birthday. so sad couldnt celebrate her 18th birthday with her cause im still in uk.

wish you the happiest birthday you have ever had. im not there for u so i have decided to get you a nice present which will be with you soon!

once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Malaysia...

march has just begun. it felt so long since i landed in uk only 2 months ago. the very next time that i would step on malaysia would be in july. by the time some of year 11s this year would be gone to pursue their studies in australia.

i miss malaysian food, all the shopping malls and my friends. im definitely gonna eat so much until im all rounded when i return to malaysia. gonna shop in every shopping centres and contact all the friends i know and visit those who are really really important to me.

SECOND TRY

TODAY WHEN I WOKE UP,
I FELT THE KISS THE ON MY CHEEK,
I KNEW THAT YOU CAME TO ME.
I KNEW THAT YOU STILL LOVE ME,
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL THE WHILE?
I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR YOUR MARK,
EVERY CORNER IN THE WORLD,
JUST TO GET YOU BACK HOME.
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?

PLEASE COME HOME TO ME MY HONEY!
IM LOST IN A WORLD WITHOUT YOU.
PLEASE COME HOME WITH ME MY HONEY!
WE WOULD MAKE IT TOGETHER!
SO PLEASE COME HOME WITH ME MY HONEY!

THE MOMENTS OF SORROW FELT SO LONG,
I NEED YOU BACK TO ME,
WITHOUT YOU I COULD NEVER DO IT,
WITHOUT YOUR LOVE I COULD NEVER LIVE.
CAN YOU HEAR ME?
COME BACK TO ME MY BABY!

I MISS YOU

TONIGHT I COULDNT SLEEP AGAIN,
I THINK I MUST BE THINKING OF YOU.
SINCE YOU CAME TO MY LIFE,
I HAD NO OTHER WISHES THAN TO LOVE YOU FOREVER,
AND TO BE TOGETHER WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

THINGS ARE NOT ALWAYS THAT EASY,
THE WORLD IS MORE COMPLICATED THAN WE KNEW...
AND OFTENLY MORE UNPREDICTABLE THAN WE THOUGHT...
WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT,
YOU HAVE CHOSEN TO GO FOR THE BETTER.

I STILL REMEMBER,
THE HAPPY MOMENTS THAT WE WENT THROUGH,
THE SWEET FACE OF YOURS,
THE KISSES ON MY LIPS,
AND THE ALL THE LOVE THAT WE HAD FOR EACH OTHER.

I STARTED ASKING MYSELF :
WHATS THE POINT OF REMEMBERING THE PAST WHEN IT DOESNT EXIST ANYMORE?ONLY ONE ANSWER CAME TO MY MIND,
I STILL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.

FOR ALL THE REASONS WHY WE GOT TOGETHER,
FOR ALL THE HAPPY MOMENTS THAT WE SPENT TOGETHER,
AND FOR ALL THE LOVE THAT WE HAD FOR EACH OTHER,
IS THERE NO OTHER CHOICE THAN TO LEAVE ME?

FOR NOW,
I COULD ONLY LOOK UP AT THE SKY,
WANDER AT THE STARS ALONE,
THINKING OF YOU,
AND HOPING THAT YOU WOULD RETURN TO ME AGAIN.

On My Own...

i did not sleep well at all last night. woke up at 7am and prepared for my trip back to england. after final checks then went to the airport alone. i wasnt very lost but was just unsure bout what to do because KLIA was so much bigger than London Heathrow Airport. checked in at 9am for my 12pm flight. it was quite funny in the airport. i was hoping that the 3 hours were actually shorter but when i knew i had not enough time to give everyone wishes, i hoped it was actually longer. sigh.

this trip would be the longest trip ever away from home and i hoped that i would not miss my friends too much so that i could stay strong on my own in England. the next time i would be seeing them would be in july. T.T

i was given seat 42B in the plane but there was this malaysian couple who were studying in UCL did not get to sit together so i did them a favour by swapping seats with them. Being a single is not the best ever thing to happen in the world especially when the people you see are deeply in love with their partners. sigh.

i didnt do anything much in the plane. watched rush hour 3 for the third time, gameplan which i thought was very well done and the nannies' diaries which i thought was total crap. the flight was a 13hours flight so i spent most of the time planning what to do when i get back to england rather than sleeping. I hope i could meet more good friends this year! and i'll have to work hard to get 6As in my AS level.

Busy Night

tonight was a sleepless night. it was also the my last night in malaysia till july. we went shopping in klcc in the day until 10pm. so when i reached home i had to do last minute packing. Before that i called sher min and chatted about her day. she had this audition during the day and i think it turned out to be good. so hope that her band could get a contract and release big hits albums. haha.

started packing at about 11:30pm. finished packing at about 2am. after that i felt abit lonely and went on to call ai nee eventhough it was late. she was already half asleep so we smsed instead. i think i let her sleep at about 4am. so sorry to her. i didnt go to sleep after that, in fact, i was busy smsing my friends and wished them all the best till about 5:30am then i went to sleep.
woke up 30mins later to read tania's reply and slept again till 7:30am.