Doubt...

Had my oxford thinking skills assessment yesterday at british council and i think i wrote pure rubbish in it. finally oxford preparation is over and thought i could get back to life.

Just realised that next year's exam timetable would not be hectic but there are still subjects that I need to improve in. Econs cannot rely on the teacher so I am forced to do my own studies. The teacher is my mentor too but I wonder whether she even knows that I went for the assessment test. currently picking up statistics 1 & 2 by having 1 on 1 tuition which cost rm125 per hour so that wont be a worry. accounting i could pick up in 2 weeks so there's no hurry. the only subject im worried now is further pure maths 1.

I am starting to doubt whether college is the right move for me because I feel that im wasting my time. I have got business ideas and I wouldnt fulfil my dream to be a successful businessman if i continue to waste my time at college.