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Sher Min singing 月亮代表我的心

I haven't lived my life so happily since two years ago. i've been lucky for 19 years of my life and I think everything happens for a reason. I'm super lucky for a reason. I shouldn't waste my life anymore!

For the past 2 weeks, I experienced satisfaction which made me extremely happy even though the some of the events went against me. I started on my intensive weight losing formula which only allows me to eat once a day during weekdays and the meal has to be half of what i normally consume in a meal. The formula was hard to execute in the first 3 days, but after that it worked perfectly well and i don't feel hungry anymore until 7pm everyday. ^_^ The results were more satisfying as i lost 2kg in the 1st week and i hope i lose 2kg consistently for a month. Its time to cut down on those fats. They are so unattractive and they have made me so lazy and unfit! BYE FATSS!!

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Besides having a masterplan for losing weight, i've returned to sports which was once a field i dominated. Since 2 weeks ago i've played badminton, squash, football, futsal, table tennis and basketball. 2 more yet to be done on my list are to skip with paul n jog with yumin, samantha and ruizhe!! i cant wait for itt!!!! Besides all the above, i also have a daily exercise plan which at the moment consist of 4 sets of leg rises, pumping and sit ups... Yeah man i'm serious!

What's more satisfying? I almost successfully attended all my seminars and lectures. I've not attended 9am lectures since God knows when but this time, i made it!! Yes baby i'm aiming for aFirst Class honours in PPE!! YES I AM!! U guys must be thinking that's so not ka chuan right? Not if you know me for more than 2 years. haha.

On how much impact has ''make a change'' done to me? Anyone believes that i actually joined a part of a production called dikir barat which is not led by me and also doing backstage job too? Remember the principle that ka chuan only takes on leader position, presidency or captaincy because of my natural leading ability which everyone recognises? Yes at first it was really hard for me to make the decision but guess what? I'm very proud of myself! I'm making a change!

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I'm very satisfied with myself and i hope my change is consistent and so shape the next chapter of my life for the better. I'm no longer so materialistic but i still care a lot for my physical image. Forking out £10 for a shirt is something I've not done for 2 years. And it didn't feel that bad really. I'm still trying to get used to it cause spending £200 on clothing has become a habit and it's still very tempting. sigh...

my very first h&m shirt.

The only downside I'm facing is relationship and friendships. Friendship I'm facing serious breakdown with sher min, a friend who was once the most important. I was on the way to london and my phone played the song that she sang to me, ''yue liang dai biao wo de xing''. It reminded me of how close we were. I wonder whether she still remembers the song. We used to click so well we were literally siblings or maybe couple. But now, we haven't contacted each other for around 3months? She knows i hate losing friends, especially a soulmate. But i guess she has moved on. At the mean time I've discovered very nice friends who have lent me their precious ears and time... They are ooi yu min, siew woon chien, wong sue ann and lucinda lee. They are very caring people and i really appreciate them. Thank you...

Relationship wise the special one is not at all interested in me. But for that, I'm still happy. I love her, i hope she's well, it doesn't really matter if she's not my girlfriend. I don't demand her to get together with me or even hope that she will like me(even though i pray hard that she will). Its like u see a very beautiful diamond and you love it so much but u can't get it because you cant afford it. You are happy to have seen it... liked it... loved it... and happy that it's there... you dont specially intent to own it but just hoping that one day... one day... you could have the special thing that will make it yours...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!