I MISS YOU

TONIGHT I COULDNT SLEEP AGAIN,
I THINK I MUST BE THINKING OF YOU.
SINCE YOU CAME TO MY LIFE,
I HAD NO OTHER WISHES THAN TO LOVE YOU FOREVER,
AND TO BE TOGETHER WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

THINGS ARE NOT ALWAYS THAT EASY,
THE WORLD IS MORE COMPLICATED THAN WE KNEW...
AND OFTENLY MORE UNPREDICTABLE THAN WE THOUGHT...
WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT,
YOU HAVE CHOSEN TO GO FOR THE BETTER.

I STILL REMEMBER,
THE HAPPY MOMENTS THAT WE WENT THROUGH,
THE SWEET FACE OF YOURS,
THE KISSES ON MY LIPS,
AND THE ALL THE LOVE THAT WE HAD FOR EACH OTHER.

I STARTED ASKING MYSELF :
WHATS THE POINT OF REMEMBERING THE PAST WHEN IT DOESNT EXIST ANYMORE?ONLY ONE ANSWER CAME TO MY MIND,
I STILL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.

FOR ALL THE REASONS WHY WE GOT TOGETHER,
FOR ALL THE HAPPY MOMENTS THAT WE SPENT TOGETHER,
AND FOR ALL THE LOVE THAT WE HAD FOR EACH OTHER,
IS THERE NO OTHER CHOICE THAN TO LEAVE ME?

FOR NOW,
I COULD ONLY LOOK UP AT THE SKY,
WANDER AT THE STARS ALONE,
THINKING OF YOU,
AND HOPING THAT YOU WOULD RETURN TO ME AGAIN.

On My Own...

i did not sleep well at all last night. woke up at 7am and prepared for my trip back to england. after final checks then went to the airport alone. i wasnt very lost but was just unsure bout what to do because KLIA was so much bigger than London Heathrow Airport. checked in at 9am for my 12pm flight. it was quite funny in the airport. i was hoping that the 3 hours were actually shorter but when i knew i had not enough time to give everyone wishes, i hoped it was actually longer. sigh.

this trip would be the longest trip ever away from home and i hoped that i would not miss my friends too much so that i could stay strong on my own in England. the next time i would be seeing them would be in july. T.T

i was given seat 42B in the plane but there was this malaysian couple who were studying in UCL did not get to sit together so i did them a favour by swapping seats with them. Being a single is not the best ever thing to happen in the world especially when the people you see are deeply in love with their partners. sigh.

i didnt do anything much in the plane. watched rush hour 3 for the third time, gameplan which i thought was very well done and the nannies' diaries which i thought was total crap. the flight was a 13hours flight so i spent most of the time planning what to do when i get back to england rather than sleeping. I hope i could meet more good friends this year! and i'll have to work hard to get 6As in my AS level.

Busy Night

tonight was a sleepless night. it was also the my last night in malaysia till july. we went shopping in klcc in the day until 10pm. so when i reached home i had to do last minute packing. Before that i called sher min and chatted about her day. she had this audition during the day and i think it turned out to be good. so hope that her band could get a contract and release big hits albums. haha.

started packing at about 11:30pm. finished packing at about 2am. after that i felt abit lonely and went on to call ai nee eventhough it was late. she was already half asleep so we smsed instead. i think i let her sleep at about 4am. so sorry to her. i didnt go to sleep after that, in fact, i was busy smsing my friends and wished them all the best till about 5:30am then i went to sleep.
woke up 30mins later to read tania's reply and slept again till 7:30am.

Legend Wannabe

today i went back to cempaka school to see my friends and to play football. I reached there at 1:10pm and it was their lunch time. so met most of my friends there. it was only 5months since i last saw them but most of them changed alot. was greeted by most of them but i prefered hugs. especially like those from cindy and lini. love their hugs. ohya diana gave me a hug too. ^_^
when they went back to their classes i went around the school to look for all my former teachers but was disappointed to find out that most of them had left. so i went to have a chat with ms.michelle. she's still alright and i was asked to give some motivations to the year 11 this year and offer them advises and help so that they do well in their IGCSE. its good to hear that janice and zechariah are doing extremely well. the people i need to speak to are cindy, penny and adam.

at about 3:30pm everyone gathered and was preparing to play football but i took my sweet time seeing and talking to my friends. asked ru sheng to play football but he didnt bring his eqs and he had to go back early. then after that saw cindy and lini again. and this time i managed to get subash to take a picture for us. after that got hugs from them again before i went for football.
i was playing like a donkey today. just simply too weak to be ka chuan. couldnt even get a shot on target. sigh. after everyone left aidan, vikram, yeung fwu, jonathan, vinsen, brian and i practised free kicks. free kicks with my right foot were still average but right foot remained strong. curled most of my left foot free kicks into the top left corner of the goal. looked as if i was left leg david beckham. actually they were quite perfectly taken. im still admiring them in my mind. lol.

i was given the title legend by some of my friends. haha. and i really hope that i am one. lol. *shameless*.

First Day of 2008 !!!

today went to times square with kok keong, simon, syed, wan ling and ee zeen. we reached there as early as 10am and went to Mcdonald's for breakfast. We all had simple breakfast but we were sitting there chatting till 12pm. then kok keong went to meet his friend and syed went back home. so it was only simon, ee zeen and i. went to the times bookstore for a while then we went to starbucks for some coffee. and again we sat there chatting bout everything till 3:30pm. after that we shopped abit then went to japanese restaurant for lunch at 4pm. while eating we continued our nvr-finished-conversations till 5:15pm. after we went back to shop. at around 5:30 everyone had to leave so we headed our own ways back. i followed wan ling to KL Central and she went to KLCC to meet her parents and i went back home by taxi.

I ate maggi noodles for dinner because my parents went to Seremban for dinner and my sister was in Midvalley. When they came back we watched Ratatouille. And that was the last thing that ended my 1st day of 2008.