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Revision time allocation for 1st year final exams.

Mathematics A - 19th - 21st May (3 days)

Logic - 22nd - 25th May (4 days)

Politics - 26th - 1st June (7 days)

Statistics B - 3rd - 6th June (4 days)

Economics - 7th - 9th June (3 days)

Accounting - 10th - 13th June (4 days)

Decartes/Mills - 15th - 16th June (2 days)

Scientific Method- *** (0 days)

*** This doesn't look good at all. 14 days short of revision time.***

100

this is my 100th post on this blog. i havent been to any of my previous posts before today. I was in the library studying with ken until he got his hands on my laptop and started browsing my blog. And this was when i realised something.

I was reading through my old posts. It was a shocking experience. The blogger was totally different than the one today. The guy who wanted to score 100% in all of his papers, the guy who was supposed to go to oxford, the guy who WORKED HARD. honestly, reading through those posts, I thought that i never knew that guy before.

It's my 100th post that i realised the purpose of blogging.

I dreamed a dream...

The dream i had last night was a surprise. It sort of resembles my thought during the day, and made as a movie in the dream.

I have been thinking lately of the past. And it brought back memories that I thought just happened yesterday. Fresh and floating in my head. From academic achievements, love, leadership experience and the ability to turn most things into success.

But the dream last night was purely on the special one. The interesting thing about the dream was that the dream happened in the future, and it provided 2 different endings. The first scene had a happy ending while the 2nd dream was of a less successful ending.

First dream - i was with the special one shopping at a mall after meeting up with her parents. We went on to pick some patchi chocolates and most of the time was spent there. with so many sweet conversations we had at the place i really couldnt be bothered to type out. The remainder of the dream were ordinary days which we lived extraordinarily together.

Second dream - The special one invited her secondary school friends in malaysia to her house for a small gathering the night before her return to australia. At her house i had a conversation with hong lim about university as his university was near to mine and this suggested that the event took place in the future. When the special one appeared in the scene, i felt left out and was too nervous to engage in any direct conversation with her. Soon after we decided the location for dinner, i found my car missing from where i parked and i told them to leave first while i report to the police station nearby. I had a big quarrel with the polices and it took nearly 3 hours. By the time i called her, she was already about to leave and she said bye. the grieve filled my heart with sorrow as the dream ended.

So this morning after waking up puzzled with the dream, i decided to share this song on my blog and hope for the best as my life unfolds.

When you didnt appreciate the best when you should have....

This song always lead me to the past... Good or bad?

It was a sweet memory.

I miss you...

if you are reading this post, you know that the song of this blog is meant for you.

Just want to let you know that...

I miss you...

Charity Night!

This post is overdue and i shall post about it right now!

Last friday was our Warwick Malaysian Association's charity night. So besides the traditional charity thingy this time we had a large chunk of it taken up by human auction. Human auction is an event where you put your friend up for auction and the highest bidder would be allowed to instruct the friend to do random stuff that was agreed on.

I was the 1st successful bidder, splashing a tiny amount of £9 for our incoming MSA president - Paul Yung to wax his legs. Followed up we had very exciting bids and successfully secured by

Clement - £43 for jasmin's lap dance,

Mingyi - £30 blind date with yee eng,

Paul Yung - £10 blind date with Min Hao

Ken Tan - £12 for Yumin to be his one-day-slave,

Tarwarna - £25 for hazim and kaishen to have a duet while one sits on another's lap,

Mingyi - £70 a 15sec kiss on the cheek by yee eng.

Those are as far as I could remember. I had a lot of fun too cause i managed to snatch

Paul Yung - £9 to wax his legs,

Hui Qi - £20 to be my swimming instructor,

Nicole Lim - £45 for a date.

And one thing to mention is that I loved Hazim's asam laksa. It was really nice. Feels like home's cooking. I really enjoy the night and hope the donation proves to be useful for the recipients of donation in Palestines.

Sky high

I just realised nowadays I only blog if I have the sudden feeling of loving myself and my life. Just like now. It always feels good when you regain confidence, and being motivated once again to accomplish at least something before you head to the fantasy world in your dream everynight.

So far my emotions since arriving at university have been sort of a roller coaster ride, with domination on the fall. But whatever that goes down will rise up again. Roller coaster could not keep on going down and never rise up again. It's now high time to prepare for the rise.

Tomorrow will be our Malaysian Society's Charity Night and i was nominated to sell myself by dyeing my hair and beard blue. Its a good cause and its for charity so i have accepted it. In return i have nominated a few of my friends for the charity too!

yee eng - room cleaner for a month,

nicole lim - blind date,

jamin lau - slave,

min hao - blind date

paul yung - wax legs

Cant wait for great fun tomorrow!!!!

Perfect start to Easter Holiday!

Time to Enjoy some Easter Eggs!!!

After the disappointing football matches we had in Warwick Games, now I have finally started to get my mood back and swing all the cursed moods away.

I spent last monday and tuesday writing my politics essay and I was happy to complete them in time. But instead of handing it in immediately, I waited to pass it up on friday but i forgot to which means the dateline is over and I will have to pray hard they accept my essay this week. I finally received my score on Statistics B and i wasn't too sure whether to be happy or not. I only attended one lecture prior to the exam and scored an unimpressive 62%. I guess it's acceptable but nothing to be happy about. My next test result must be above 75%!!!!!!

So what have i done these few days???

20/3 Saturday Paintball + Dinner at Old Clearance + Movie Night (12 angry men )

21/3 Sunday 3miles Sports Relief Charity Run + Dota Night

22/3 Monday Badminton

Today Tuesday Basketball + Cycling + Pro Evolution Soccer

Life is getting pretty awesome at the moment and hope it carries on... And I cant wait for our Easter trip to South East England...

OMG I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!

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Sher Min singing 月亮代表我的心

I haven't lived my life so happily since two years ago. i've been lucky for 19 years of my life and I think everything happens for a reason. I'm super lucky for a reason. I shouldn't waste my life anymore!

For the past 2 weeks, I experienced satisfaction which made me extremely happy even though the some of the events went against me. I started on my intensive weight losing formula which only allows me to eat once a day during weekdays and the meal has to be half of what i normally consume in a meal. The formula was hard to execute in the first 3 days, but after that it worked perfectly well and i don't feel hungry anymore until 7pm everyday. ^_^ The results were more satisfying as i lost 2kg in the 1st week and i hope i lose 2kg consistently for a month. Its time to cut down on those fats. They are so unattractive and they have made me so lazy and unfit! BYE FATSS!!

2007

2009

Besides having a masterplan for losing weight, i've returned to sports which was once a field i dominated. Since 2 weeks ago i've played badminton, squash, football, futsal, table tennis and basketball. 2 more yet to be done on my list are to skip with paul n jog with yumin, samantha and ruizhe!! i cant wait for itt!!!! Besides all the above, i also have a daily exercise plan which at the moment consist of 4 sets of leg rises, pumping and sit ups... Yeah man i'm serious!

What's more satisfying? I almost successfully attended all my seminars and lectures. I've not attended 9am lectures since God knows when but this time, i made it!! Yes baby i'm aiming for aFirst Class honours in PPE!! YES I AM!! U guys must be thinking that's so not ka chuan right? Not if you know me for more than 2 years. haha.

On how much impact has ''make a change'' done to me? Anyone believes that i actually joined a part of a production called dikir barat which is not led by me and also doing backstage job too? Remember the principle that ka chuan only takes on leader position, presidency or captaincy because of my natural leading ability which everyone recognises? Yes at first it was really hard for me to make the decision but guess what? I'm very proud of myself! I'm making a change!

Harimau House Captain

I'm very satisfied with myself and i hope my change is consistent and so shape the next chapter of my life for the better. I'm no longer so materialistic but i still care a lot for my physical image. Forking out £10 for a shirt is something I've not done for 2 years. And it didn't feel that bad really. I'm still trying to get used to it cause spending £200 on clothing has become a habit and it's still very tempting. sigh...

my very first h&m shirt.

The only downside I'm facing is relationship and friendships. Friendship I'm facing serious breakdown with sher min, a friend who was once the most important. I was on the way to london and my phone played the song that she sang to me, ''yue liang dai biao wo de xing''. It reminded me of how close we were. I wonder whether she still remembers the song. We used to click so well we were literally siblings or maybe couple. But now, we haven't contacted each other for around 3months? She knows i hate losing friends, especially a soulmate. But i guess she has moved on. At the mean time I've discovered very nice friends who have lent me their precious ears and time... They are ooi yu min, siew woon chien, wong sue ann and lucinda lee. They are very caring people and i really appreciate them. Thank you...

Relationship wise the special one is not at all interested in me. But for that, I'm still happy. I love her, i hope she's well, it doesn't really matter if she's not my girlfriend. I don't demand her to get together with me or even hope that she will like me(even though i pray hard that she will). Its like u see a very beautiful diamond and you love it so much but u can't get it because you cant afford it. You are happy to have seen it... liked it... loved it... and happy that it's there... you dont specially intent to own it but just hoping that one day... one day... you could have the special thing that will make it yours...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

She's bringing me back!!

I've recently found myself lost in the fast lane. Till this girl who appeared in my life, pulling me back on track for the first time in 3 years. She doesn't know how much she means to me, but i love her.

''Make a change'' is easy to say but its tough to act. It's now my new insporation. I'm ready. I'm honouring the change. The change that my love ones have been waiting for.

It's time to wave goodbye to the playboy n the extravagant spending lifestyle. I feel the energy. Welcome back Ka Chuan!